I'm trying to master my mind. Master myself. How i feel when i want. I want to feel joy right now. I want to feel gratitude right now. I want thoughts that bring these feelings. I want feelings of satisfaction from what I did in the Market today. B4 my account woulda been wiped clean (out), but today I not only didn't loose as much but also made some back. And am still in Traders (as of 9:04pm) that are giving me a few % above what I lost, so all in all, a very positive teaching and REAL money making day in my own business. So gratitude and satisfaction and success for that part of the day and Joy for just being alive or having a struggle (God's work, doing). Loving myself and taking care of myself is important, i want to feel good healthy. I want thoughts that drive me to that feeling, omg type of shiz. Its in me, my mind is my best of friend I will eva have. Everything Everyone can change, act up, do shiz etc. but that (Mind) will stay the same to what I conformed it to. Gotta eat, put nutritient in my body and get rest for it and also the mind rejuvination. I want the powerful mind to automatically guide me to that before I get hungry, before I get thursty and wake when my mind and body is max'd up.
If life is what i MAKE it, then my mind is the TOOL. I want the Energy to take care, complete all important household stuff. I want to master that which i am already a master off, on/off :).
Thursday, March 4, 2010
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